AGRA TRAVELOGUE;
Sometime
back I had written a ‘travelogue’ penning my experiences during my recent visit
to Agra. I am just updating…
I have a bad habit and my wife
hates me for this. I don’t mind talking to strangers. If conversation goes on
fine, then it is good and if it does not then I don’t give a damn and move on
shrugging off my shoulders. I don’t have anything to lose. I often only get
some new insight in to the human psychology, at least the behavioural aspect
thereof. My recent visit to Agra was interesting from this
perspective.
I went to Agra by an overnight
train from Chandigarh. Starting at 7 p.m. I reached Agra by 2.45 a.m. In the
train I met with some interesting persons who were on nearby berths. There was
one Mr. Yadav, a gentleman from some top defence equipment manufacturing
company of USA. Very talkative guy; he neither slept, nor let me sleep all
along. We remained engrossed in very interesting discussion about new
technological advances in the field of international defence production. It
enriched my knowledge tremendously. There was another gentleman from NFL,
Panipat, a very well organised individual indeed, who first got his berth
rightly vacated from some occupant, then locked up each of his luggage with
iron chains, securing them with compartmental fixtures clarifying that even
higher class air-conditioned bogies have thieves sitting there in, then he took
out a ‘multi-pin socket’ and plugged in to the lone single pin electrical
socket installed in the compartment and put his phone on the charge. Then he
asked each of us to systematically rearrange our luggage. After getting
everything neatened up and nicely arranged, he settled into his berth snoring
away to glory. Then there was a young man named Neeraj, who was recently
selected as a Probationary Officer in a bank, was not liking the job and
planning to join insurance sector, where also he stood selected. His eyes
twinkled talking about his future plans and getting settled with his future
wife and still more distant children to come.
I had been in love with Agra, a
city which always reminded me of its ancient grandeur and romanticism which
reached its zenith during the reigns of Akbar and Shahjahan, greatest of Mughal
emperors. The city, as also the world, is thankful to Shahjahan who bestowed
upon it the Taj Mahal, ultimate epitome of love. I always yearned to be here,
to go and sit under the shaded trees planted with in the premises of this
monument of love and to keep gazing at the Crown jewel, the Taj.
I was not to know that this
time, this city of love was to crumble down; crumble down for me, a hitherto
incurable romanticist who could decipher love even in the ruins of historic
monuments, someone who could sit there under shade and let the past of that
place play slowly down in flashes. Decades ago, Amrita Pritam, the doyen of
Punjabi poetry, had once asked me about my perception of Taj Mahal; whether I
saw it as an epitome of love, pure love or as a ghastly monument exhibiting
abhorring and horrendous display of royal wealth which negated and destroyed
the very foundation of love; love which every human heart cherishes and yearns
for irrespective of one’s financial status. She had then talked about the
contradiction between innumerable verses written in honour of Taj as the
ultimate symbol of love and one written by Sahir Ludhianvi, the celebrated
socialist Urdu poet who had penned a painfully realistic verse,
"Mere Mehboob Kahiin Aur
Milaa Kar Mujh Se”.
It is a beautiful verse;
“ये चमनज़ार ये जमुना का किनारा ये महल
ये मुनक़्क़श दर-ओ-दीवार, ये महराब ये ताक़
इक शहंशाह ने दौलत का सहारा ले कर
हम ग़रीबों की मुहब्बत का उड़ाया है मज़ाक़
मेरी महबूब कहीं और मिला कर मुझ से!”
I was really at a loss of words
as to how should I explain my emotive feelings to Amrita Pritam. My strong
socialistic convictions notwithstanding, I was in love with Taj and it's saga
of love. To look at the Taj from any other angle was blasphemy for me.
But during this visit to Agra,
I realise that Sahir Ludhianvi's interpretation of the legacy of Taj was
indeed meaningful. This time I happened to meet Azhar, a young ‘research
scholar of medieval history’ and a city native. Interaction with him threw up a
new Agra, a perspective which though well known, was yet hidden under the
layers of dust, for no one wanted to talk about that reality. Agra was the city
where legendary Anarkali was incarcerated alive within stone walls, where the
harems of successive Great Mughals saw innumerable young beauties being
molested by them every night, where hundreds of youth were romped by elephants
in full public gaze, their only fault being that they dared either to raise a
voice against the powerful Mughal tyrants or they had dared to fall in love
with hapless and poor girls who were unfortunate to ‘prostitute’ themselves
within the precincts of impregnable harem walls.
Ramparts of Agra fort
Akbar’s Fatehpur Sikri; Diwan e aam;Eexecution by Elephant, The
Stone with witch victims are said to be have been tied before elephant romping
Stairs to nowhere…
He informed me about the buried
rooms on the riverside of the Taj where workers lived in misery and whose hands
were allegedly chopped off at the orders of Shahjahan so that ‘they could not
build another Taj, anywhere else.
Basement rooms on the riverside of the Taj where workers are
said to have lived in misery
He took me to the ruins of several princely
buildings and told me horrific stories about them. He also told me about the
exploitation of youth by visiting Gora Sahibs. Stories of these so-called
historic places where sex tourism is in vogue, is the same, he rightly told me.
And this time Agra really
stank.
Bahadur Shah Zafar, the last
Emperor of India had written many beautiful verses. They all had their genesis
in pain, in agony; remembrances and yearning for his lost love, his lost home,
lost country. Then I just can’t help remembering his verse, 'Baat Karni Mujhe Mushkil Kabhi Aisi To Na
Thi'. I am at a loss for words. My world woven around history and its
romanticism has come shattering down and I don't know how to proceed ahead.
I hate Agra…
Sir, immensely liked your travelogue to Agra. Thank you for sharing your experiences which are always thought provoking. The great pieces of art, literature, architecture etc. Have a unique quality i.e. Not only invoking different feelings in different people but invoking different feelings in the same people at different times. If you read Gita a hundred times you get hundred different perspectives each time. If you look at Monalisa you interpret it differently every time. The Taj which provoked Sahir Ludhianvi to write the above lines mentioned in your blog also inspired Shakeel Badayuni to Ek shahenshah ne banwa
ReplyDeleteKe hasi taajmahal
Saari duniyaa ko
Muhabbat ki nishaani di hai
Isake saaye me sadaa
Pyaar ke charche hoge
Khatm jo ho naa
Sakegi wo kahaani di hai
Ek shahenshah ne
Banwa ke hasi taajmahal"
Hope you will experience completely different emotions when you visit Taj next time. Please do share them.Regards.